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Red in Hogwarts or Forks...you pick |
July 2nd, 2008
here's my life rite now in a nut shell:
1. I went to a skin doctor today, and on top of all the creames I have to use to clear up my skin, I now have to start taking oral pills
2. I have a weird mole on my left temple, which is going to be removed next Wed--stitches, numness, the whole thing.....
3. Mickey Mouse is gonna kill me 2nite--see notes.
4. I have a very bad headache
5. I have to babysit Tues, which i am not in the mood to do.
6. i m not doing anything this summer
7. I am having serious sugar cravings, but I can't eat anything bcuz I'll break out---basically, I am on a diet and can't eat anything that tastes good
8. I am seeing my cousins for the 4th, and I love them and all, but they are pretty and thin and don't need oral pills to clear up their faces
9. my mother is gonna insist to take a million pictures of me next to my much prettier, thinner cousins.
10. my friends are all away, which is why I am complaining to the 'net instead of them
11. I am way to stressed by everything else to concentrate on 'Popping Bubbles' or my story for KiPuNoWriMo.
12. every time I put on make-up to hide my face, I never do it right and there are always smudge lines that everyone notices.
13. I feel ugly compared to all my friends and relatives
14. my younger brother is more popular than i am with BOYS IN MY GRADE!
15. no one is ever on IM
oh, god. it sounds worse when u list them out.
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don't worry about your face.
don't worry about your face. seriously...once i got this thing to clear blackheads, but i ended up cutting the heck out of my face. but its all gone now! and besides, i'm sure your not ugly. you just think you are, which is stupid, (no offense) because I'm sure that you aren't.
Ask me about my alter ego, Harper Waddle!
Ugh, sounds rough, and
Ugh, sounds rough, and sounds like your going through a bunch of insecurities right now. It's okay, you'll get through all this soon enough. And even if you are ugly (I can't say you are, though I bet you aren't, but I have no way of knowing as I have not ever seen you) it doesn't matter! Okay, so looks may seem important, but the don't really get you anwhere accept maybe modeling. Personalities are the only things that really matter, and you've got a great on. (Personality I mean) So, don't worry, things are gonna be fine! Woah, that was much, much, much longer than I meant to rant. . . Sorry!
BTW, Jacob Black rules!